I havent been on livejournal in like 4 months. I basically got really into Twitter and its a lot handier cause Ive been busy. It seems like all my posts are basically the "Im still alive" ones. Idk if I even have any friends anymore, if you cut me I understand. And if you cut me, you wont be reading this so whatevs. Hows everyones summer going? Mines pretty crappy. Ive decided I want to go to hair school I think so Im trying to figure that out. Started seeing a therapist, IDK if thats helping. Takin it one day at a time I guess. Whats new with all you guys?

Ive been super MIa from LJ. My bad. I got like a $800 ticket today, no good. Ive realized Im falling into a deeper depression. Living at my moms, just working for her. I never hang out with my friends and I dont do shit anymore. I always want to enjoy life but I have no idea how nor do I have any money for it. They say money cant buy happiness. HA. Whats new in everyone else's world?

PS sorry my posts are always lame :/

I am detrmined to use this fucker so give me your twitter names if you like me? And man Im gunna feel crappy if no one says anything to this. Whatevs. Dont worry be happy.

Happy Birthday insunshine Hope its an awesome day!

Omg.



Cannot wait. I love movies in the 60's/70's when shit was all peace and love and sex drugs and rock'n'roll. Dazed and Confused is def in my top 10 favorite movies. And Emile Hirsch is in it and you cant go wrong with that kid. HE is the sex for reals.


Also, honestly every fucking show ever is pretty much out on DVD except The Wonder Years. That makes me so sad. Ive heard its because they cant get the music rights or something? Anyone know anything about that shiznat? I need me some Wonder Years asap.

That living with them and their boyfriend is making their life miserable and theyre doing evrything in their power to move the fuck out?
Going to my first court date tomorrow for my Bankruptcy. Hopefully all goes smoothly and no bull shit. Dont have to go to work though, get to hang with mi Madre, we'll see how that goes.


Also, does anyone have a life list? Cause I think I need to make one.

So I posted this in someones comments a few minutes ago and I figured Id post it here just cause its such a cute video of Patrick and it cant not make someones smile. Its friday and im at home cause I work tomorrow. Blah.... Oh well, at least I have the internet to entertain me, right?....

-Ive been picking at the same zit on my chin and it literally hurts and I cannot stop and its scarring super bad.
-Ive manage to get a cold sore frombeing so stressed out, or its herpes. whatevs.
-I want to move back home so bad its unnatural
-I havent been so unhappy with my life in a long time
-I work and then come home and sit. fuck that
-My work chedule is M-Th and Sat 8-4:30. WTF. not even 2 days off in a row, not gunna work.
-I saw a picture of Zac Efron with a topless chick for a magazine shoot and it made me blush.
-I like Demi Lovatos new song.
-I hate overdraft fees, gain. 2 fucking dollars.
And last but not least my phone got shut off for non payment. I called yesterday to find out when it was getting shut off cause I couldnt pay it til the 20th and shes like "uhhhh idk, just wait and see" and of course the next day its off.
I want to spoon with my family for the rest of my life and Im eating my feelings. Sweet.

happy birthdqay yesterday kittygrenade and Happy Birthday lordgroovius

Hope your days are awesome!

Jesus christ. Somehow my bank account was completley inaccurate and in turn I am negative $167. When my paycheck goes in that will leave me with like 400 dollars. My rent is 366 and I have two pay day loans that are out. And Ive been waiting for my tax return and now Im pretty sure Im an idiot and didnt sign it. AND my check engine light just came on in my car, so on top of needing a new headlight, blinker and oil change new brakes and new tires, theres something else. I am so done with life. When the fuck is it supposed to get good? Cause so far, Ive got nothing.